Oh my gosh! My head is absolutly THROBBING! I will start a little earlier in the story. After being told on wednesday that yes in deed I am developing osteoporosis at 24 I thought to my self: what's the damn point? I had plenty of calcium in my diet my whole life, didn't smoke, hardly drank, was athletic, spent time in the sun, etc. My calcium levels were fine, it's my vitamin D that's low...not enough time in the sun I guess. Well, anyway my cortisol levels were high too - the stress hormone...should I feel surprised?
So, on Thursday I decided to take up smoking. On friday I determined I would get royally smashed, which I proceeded to do. I now have the worst damn hangover I have ever had. This confirms scientific evidence that smoking increases the severity of hangovers. I think it has something to do with the extra load on your liver. At least I can chalk it down to experience and experimentation. You know, testing what the the media tells us. But I still would rather not feel ill.
Mind you, it's possible this hangover is a result of not taking my vitamins and hangover cure like I would usually - I need banannas.
The other thing to note about being both drunk and high on a 16mg Marlboro cigarette on your second day of smoking is that, besides being fun at the time, your sense of judgement is somewhat impeded.
Which leads me to: Sig! Seriously dude. I'm not sure what to make of your enthusiasm to aid me in my quest to get smashed. The drinks were appreciated...but to keep buying them when you know I've had enough was a little...wrong. The last drink he bought me disappeared...I closed my eyes for a second and when I opened them my drink was gone...so at least someone there had the sense to take it away. When some of my friends left the bar I didn't go with them, why? Because I didn't think I'd be able to walk!
After the bar, I needed to go to the security office to get a temporary access card because I'd left mine in my room. Sig accompanied me and then walked me home, fair enough, right to my bedroom door...he always does for some reason. I think I know the reason. But seriously! Does he really think he's going to get some action? And another thing..does he REALLY feel like it's ok to take advantage of a girl who can barely walk? We kissed though. Want to hear something weird? He's only the second guy in my whole life I've kissed. He's the first to try to do so without tongue. My gosh! My first kiss without tongue was at the age of 24. I have friends younger than me who are married.
Afterwards he was like "I hope things don't get awkward"...I was thinking "you idiot! Don't talk. Try making out with me some more..maybe a little groping". If you're going to take advantage at least make it something more...memorable. Maybe that was it. Maybe he felt it was as lacklusture as I did. I don't really like kissing. I'll keep trying though..if i can find someone who doesn't instantly make it sound like a mistake. I was drunk...people use that as an excuse all the time. At least leave the expression of regret til the following morning, it kinda ruins the mood.
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